The Gnarly Dipshit

I want something to believe in
I want something to hold on to
I want somewhere to go back to
I want some things that are new
but i’m afraid that i’ll forget too
im afraid that i’ll forget you

im taking care of things that aren’t mine
and i’m staggering my own life
the grass is greener but my plants died
and now its me who’s on the other side

i feel myself trying to get away
i feel myself trying to find a way
i see myself - running away from you
running away from the truth
running away from you
running away for nothing, too

There’s no place I’ll get away
that isn’t my orange space
there are no greener fields I know
than the safety of my former home
And I try to let it go
But I cry, I reap, I sow

Every friend I used to know
I think they know I miss them so
I see them in my dreams at night
And I don’t even know why

I feel myself trying to get away
I feel myself trying to run away
i see myself running away from you
running away from the truth
running away from you
running away for nothing, too
running away

I’ve been wearing all gray
Fading my soul away
Reaching farther everyday
I try to just let it go
So like air I flow
But I can’t seem to - Pace
I -I
I -I~
I- I am praying for a mirale

I’ve been feeling so blue
I know you feel it, too
But my happy colour was always green
You, Say that you’ll see through
With me and troubles, too
But I am afraid
I keep fighting everyday
My hopes get higher but here I stay
I dont know why I’m in this pit always!
Do I belong here?
My story’s not clear
and I cant find a way
I know there’s no way out
But all I do is shout and cry and pray
I will not stay

I know a place of suffering and heartache
I think we all do but how often does it break
Every heart you knew and everyting you could take
Every step you take and every day you do break

A little more
A little more
A little more

Oh- I’m desparate for a change
Come and wash my sins away
Come and show me the way
I know that I can be saved
I wanna live longer
I wanna walk stronger

I wanna breathe
I wanna breathe

I wanna live better
I wanna love better

I wanna leave- eve
I wanna leave -eve
I wanna leave -eve

I wanna leave
I wanna see
The world for me

I was trying really hard
Wasn’t getting very far

And now I see
The mistakes I’ve made
And now I feel why I am depraved
Come with me
and we can get away

Find a place that feels so far away
Until we miss the old way
Until we find a new day

I will sleep all of this pain away
Until I know what I Can do to do heal this hurt i’ve broken
I’ve broken through
I blamed you, too
But it was me, who
Showed the comfort of
A lavish love

When will I feel warm again?
When will I feel warm again?

When I will I have a friend?
That isn’t me
That won’t be
Too weak to carry to burdens with me
Too cross to see what I have seen
Too meek, expecting better of me
Too much for me to take

Too much for me to beg, of love i’ve made
Mistakes I don’t know how I will evade
This life, this shitty life ive made
somewhere I know I can be brave

kushandwizdom:

kushandwizdom:

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biartsymute:

• the mum/mom friend
  - very loving
  - always worrying about friends
  - cares a lot
  - has a crush on brad pitt, probably
• the dad friend
  - cares about friends but sometimes kinda distant
  - tells bad jokes
  - sometimes embarrasses friends but they still love them so its ok
  - the cool awkward friend
• the sister friend
  - no one can pick on their friends except them
  - nice usually but can be deadly
  - embarrassing sometimes but loveable
  - surprisingly good with advice
• the brother friend
  - annoying but loveable
  - has a rivalry with their friends
  - makes bad jokes
  - constantly has to be reminded that they can’t fight everything
• the grandma friend
  - always has sweets with them for reasons unknown
  - makes things for their friends
  - loves hugs and friends to bits
• the cousin friend
  - kinda distant and their friends don’t see them often
  - when they do see them you’re like temporary best friends
  - cool as hell
  - understands

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transfemmicrocosm:

justsomeantifas:

justsomeantifas:

trump cancels meals on wheels which costed the government 3mil yet has gone on 8 fucking golf trips this year each one which cost the government 3mil. 

They’re killing us, and they’re fucking golfing over it to laugh at our demise.

This is what austerity measures look like by the way, kill the poor, allow the rich to gorge themselves on our deaths.

The American people aren’t even worth a game of golf to trump. He’s so used to exploiting people that this is just another scam for him.

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